- happy birthday tesh.
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j4n33zie
- August 3rd, 2009
yesterday was my bestfriends sisters birthday...haha apparently me her and eliza ruiend it cuz everybody wanted to go to crystals palace and skating buh it closed at 10 and it was already 9 and for all of us to get in it would be 50 bucks...we wernt bout to to dat if it was only for an hour so we went bowling instaed and teshlynn got madd and was like "doin wat my sister wants on my birthday" ....HAHAHAH FAT BIEOTCH! she took our favorite hangout on the roof....buh i have another place in mind ...and plus we have a spot thats pretty tight where other ppl go a graffiti it looks awsom "RESPECT THE ART" bryan sed hes like half way done wiff my bathing suit :D yay...hmmm buh today me and brittany are going to go tanning ...hopefully on the roof wiff out teshlynn and her cuzzins there....her only friends are the ppl that are related to her ...lolz....ur prolly wondering why i dont really like her???? well lets see ive had crushes on many men b4 buh the 1 guy i fell in love wiff ...she hooked up wiff him ...after i toled her like everything about our sex life and how much we had feelings for eachother and then behind my back they hook up ..i dont know why it bothers me so much cuz i friggin hate him...buh yeah i guess its because it was the guy who took my v-card...and now hez really tryna get baqq wiff me and yet hes talkin to tesh again and her cuzzo shanice it juss bothers me that he wont leave me alone and hes tryna play me all over again buh it aint gonna happen cuz my bestfriend hates him and he be talkin shit bout her too sooo i cant deal wiff that sorry she comes first to me before he does ...ALWAYS !!!..and im now in love wiff cesar ive had many boyfriends b4 cesar buh i never loved them ...and hes not even my bf yet i have to wait till im 18 cuz hes a few years older then me...buh also he dosnt want a relation ship rite now cuz he juss got out of a really bad marriage and she cheated on him so now his moto is "he dont trust anybody" ...i remember wen we first met we busted an all nighter juss talking....(i didnt like him like i do now...then) and he told me to never be scandolous ...and i remember him tellin me that im beautiful lika million times lmao...i miss those days now hes juss tryna resist me buh he sed he cant let me go ...or so thats what he sed to my dad...my dad really likes him and he was like "i want him to be my son in law" buh watever its a liddo too early for that...i needa get my carrier started ...i really wanna be a victorias secret model...or federicks...some kind of laundre model...i wanna design my own clothing line and if that dosnt work out i wanna be a wedding planner...well i wrote alot today sooo imma go get sum grub and tan wiff the bestie <333